Right before I woke up this morning, as the moon was crossing the Aquarius south node, I had a dream that I was heading to stand in line at a store. Two other women were coming from different directions, but I got there first. They were friends. They started talking about me and decided to cut in front of me, because they thought they should be there instead. They were younger. I don’t know if that’s important but I noticed it. For a moment I thought maybe they should be first. Maybe I did cut them. But then I thought, Screw this. And I cut them right back. They both started telling me off and I erupted. “LISTEN, I DON’T CARE WHAT YOUR INTENTIONS WERE. WE WERE BOTH HEADING HERE AND I HUSTLED. I GOT HERE FIRST. SO I DON’T WANT TO HEAR YOUR SHIT.” They were stunned. They stayed quiet. I turned back around and wondered if I had overdone it. Then my alarm rang and I woke up.
I didn’t realize I was so angry, or given to using sports phrasing in my dreams. “I hustled”?
The last hours of the Aquarius moon give us a chance to erupt if we need to. We all have some wound of being the outsider, of being overlooked, of being overpowered. And we’re probably more angry about it than we realize. If we can bring some of that emotion to the surface intentionally and claim some of our power back, we can avoid displacing our anger. And we can avoid some of the lower possibilities of the upcoming Pisces moon: Feeling like a martyr, or just drifting or escaping into something that doesn’t actually spiritually feed us.
I don’t know whether I’m angry about something that happened when I was younger or whether I think something is my due that I’ve worked for. Maybe both. But there’s a well of passion and emotion in there about something. And in the symbolism of the sky I suspect that’s true about all of us. Take some time today to daydream, journal, draw and see if a message or a breakthrough comes to you. Are you ready to take up more space and push forward, too?
(Aquarius moon moon conjunct South Node 4:16 a.m. EDT. Moon sextile Uranus in Aries 8:40 a.m. Moon void of course 8:40 a.m. until 11:51 a.m. Moon enters Pisces 11:51 a.m.)